I just ordered a bathing suit from VS, and it’s a bikini! That means I really really really really have to lose this weight if I ever want to wear it and look even close to decent in it
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This makes me feel like a bad person because I think this, but whatever.
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I’m sick of being fat. I’m sick of my stomach. I’m sick of my arms. I’m sick of my legs. I’m sick of not being able to control myself. I’m sick of not eating healthy. I’m sick of not doing my homework. I’m sick of spending so much money on useless things. I’m sick of my thin hair. I’m sick of not going to the gym. I’m sick of friends being jackasses. I’m sick of losing friends. I’m sick of people.
I am sick of not being skinny
I am sick of not being who I want to be.
I am sick of myself right now
I fucking suck.
It’s so bad. I’ve gained almost 10 pounds back. But I really just cannot control my eating. I don’t know what my problem is. Where is that motivation I used to have?
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I actually refuse to go visit home until I look fit haha.
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